#BeanieSigel @Jayz #beef
We all do stupid ish that we later regret.  It takes a big man to admit fault and apologize.  There aren’t many men bigger these days than Beanie Sigel who over a year ago had straight venom for his former boss and friend, Jay-Z. But as he revealed in a recent interview with XXL.com time heals all wounds and has had time to reflect on his actions.

“What Mike Epps say? ‘Gangstas fuck up too,’” Sigel said. “Whatever I felt this dude Jay did wrong to me, it can’t outweigh the one thing he did do for me — he gave me an opportunity. Dude gave me an opportunity. A lot of people don’t get opportunities. He gave me that. That outweighs everything. I need that in black and white. I got caught in the moment and put my feelings out there. I should have never done that.”

Its been a hot minute since Beans prepped his infamous diss track “I Ain’t Your Average Cat”, which was flanked by dozens of radio interviews spitting venom at Jigga and his former labelmates.  He even went as far as to almost sign a deal with the devil aka 50 Cent. But as he reveals his actions were more about airing out internal beefs and not necessarily intended for public consumption.

“I was explaining the whole Roc-A-Fella sh** and a lot of feelings were going to get hurt,” he explained. “I was airing shit out. Just the homies could listen to that when they come into the studio. I couldn’t put that out. It wouldn’t sit right with me.”

Sigel is in a better place now having vented his frustrations.  Wooosah.  He’s currently in the lab with Green Lantern working on a new mixtape slated to drop around the top of the fourth quarter.